useless day ever!

oke lets start with what tym i woke up today. 12pm? NOOO. 3pm? also wrong. well its 6PM okay. i know its late 4 anak dara like me, but WHO CARES?

i sleep after the dawn yesterday. nocturnal=me. my body clock gettin worst n worst. damn it.

yesterday i cant sleep. very2 hungry. so i make a SUPPER.

my home made supper just now. hangit sausage barbeque sauce+french fries with mayonnaise and half cook double egg

nk masak ni pown berejam even goreng2 jaa. coz cari ni tak jmpa tuh x jmpa. my mom dh tdoq. my dad dok pulon maen game. so i dok merapu kt dapoq sorang2. dapoq agk berasap mula2 psai lupa bukak smoke absorber tuh. ehhe naseb baek tak terbakaq umah. klaw dak mmg taktaw laaa.

so i eat my so called supper (padahai its 4am) smbil tgk dvd creta OLD SCHOOL. kinda broing. coz i only go for action mission movies. then i on9 kejapp. update blog n trying to sleep. ZZZZzzzzzzzzz

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ehem2. after 12hoursss. i awake! damn 6pm. hahha hebat gila kn. tu pown terjaga bcoz my lil sis suddenly cry 4 mommy. annoying rs mcm nk sepak. kcaw org tdoq. hehe pastu i get out from my room n see my mom is watching tv. she look at me without a word. yesss tak kna marah! muahahahaahah

then i go to my lil bro's room to get my lappy. n apa lgi, on9 aaaa. dgn x mndi. mmg bau eeeeuuuuwwww~ hahha perot bunyik2 tp malas nk mkn n mls nk mndi. so on9 lah smp peloh2 ni. busukkkkkkk kn prangai. ha

hha lps mndi trus p dapoq cr mkn.

wahhhh hari ni i tak kuaq rumah lgsg! dating pown tak! hebat gila mcm tak pecaya kot! its like whts the point i blk kn kn? 4 being sleeping ugly? myb

dinner for tonight. simple. plain rice with spicy fried chicken with thousand island.

mcm mna pown kena mkn nasik jugak. sehari tak mkn nasi mmg ley kna sawan babi. hahha serious wey perot i perot melayu. i cnt live wtihout rice tho....

n then lps mkn. on9 sjaaaa. facebook all day long. sumpah bosan. my whole families watching piranha. but i didnt join. mcm xdak mood plak. so until now dok mengadap lappy. ughhh. dh la x bwk blk spec. spec yg kt rumah p mna taktaw. hmmm oke lah i think i wanna go 7e 4 a while to get chocolate wasted or myb ice cream! bubye fellas!

10 things he hate about me

HE. im referring to my boyfriend. (gmbq atas tuh) hensem kn? hahha i knoww
tipu sgt lah kn if my bf really satisfied wit me.mst ada jugak some things yg he always complain n potpet on it.and of coz 4 our own sake. 4 me n him. 4 us.

n i realize tht 10things are........ (drum roll plsss)

1. my addiction towards fb. haha dia slalu bising mcmni, "bgn jah fb. nk tdoq pown fb. fb jaaa keja" mcm mak2 kn? yezza he really dnt like me fb-ing. not just fb. he delete my myspace account n friendster account yg got friends about 2000++ . n even blogging ni pown dia tak suka. he ask me why u shud let others know what you been up to? i ckp sja2 seronok2 n tak expect org bc pown. just 4 fun. lalaalalalala~ mentang2 dia jarang on fb n etc. tp xpa la. dia laki. boring2 bley merayaw/dota/lepak. i hv ntg to do. so 24-7 fb ja lah.

err. not really okey.

2. wearing sexy/revealing cloth when he is not around. yg ni mmg dia bkn takat bsing, dia mengamok trus. so when i go out with my gfss , i hv to wear sopan2 aaaa. kang dia mengamok mmg suma perkataan tak sdap didgq kluaq. mula lah nk chop i mcm2. hmmm. alasan? psal risaw kna kcaw ngn jntan2 tak guna. like hello syg oi. u igt gf u ni megan fox? i dh byk kali explain kt dia tht im soooo ugly n tak dak sapa pown nk kcaw i. but he wont listen. ughhhh

"sapa suroh u p class pkai skirt? gatai psepa. nk tayang apa kt class?" perghhh sdap kn kna mrh mcm tuh. all i cn do is nod n nod. slalu he will said,nk p blajaq buat cara nk blajaq. even my dad x pnh kta mcm tuh. style pakcik2 btoi bf aku ni. damnn.n he's routine to 'spot check' my luggage/bag when i go back to my hostel. dr i skolah asrama penoh tuh dlu. matric n uum nih. he will check satu2. baju2 yg tak berkenaan mmg kna RAMPAS dgn dia. pfffttt. percubaan sorok kt celah2 poket kecik pown x lpas.

gmbq yg ni kna mrh. tym tuh jmpa kwn2 skolah kt sunway crnival. he scolded me 4 wearing like this coz atas alasan he's not around n nobody cn protect me. pppfffffttt~ok tym ni tak kna mrh even pkai short pant coz dia pown ada skali. &#^$%&$!

3. ponteng class. or even tuition. damn tym form 5 kantoi x p tuition. tym tuh ngn ndia. kami p ronda mna hala psai malas nk p tuition. kinda late ady. skali my sir p text my mom. pastu i kna berleter ngn dia 2hours! not with my mom but him! terok kna mrh. n then bila dh masok matric, i ska bg alasan nk blk lewat sket from home. buat lah sora manja gedik skt perot lah. period pain la. then dia mula lah nk berletiaq. apa lgi packing2 trus blah ke changlun tuh haaa. gila tak cool kn? biaq p lah org yg nk ponteng. klaw nk kna sound ngn HEP i bkn dia. ehhe

4. picit jerawat. taw psepa dia xska? dia mmg tak ksah muka i jd buruk lgu mna pown. (dia lah kata) psai bila muka i kejerawatan gila2. i bebai kt dia. mrh2tension2 pasai try product ini itu x jd apa.. padahai dia xdak kna mengena. tp dia mgsa terdekat. so naseb u lah syg. haha

5. when i wanna go out without him.bnda plg x adil in my relationship is, i sng ja bg dia p mna2. i dnt need him to seek 4 my permission. just lemme know so i taw dia p mna. but kn. when i nk p mna2 without him, jgn hrp dpt! dia mmg x ska i go out with other ppls eventho my bitches. mula lah dia merapu tduh i kuaq nnt mst ada laki la. apa la. nk p 7e dpn rumah pown kalaw boley dia nk hntaq. even klaw dia bg nk p mna2 pown, bkn bg btoi2. mst dia akan bebai n cr jln nk mrh2 i when i kuaq. gila tak iklas. smp kdg when he really gv permission, i feel like crying tho! wtf kn. come on syg. im 19years old. ur baby gurl has grown up~

nie masa p genting with my bitches after finish matric. i p tak habaq. n until now dia mrh n dok ungkit

ni blk dr genting p sunway lagoon plak with primary school friend. again p tak habaq. pkai plak mcm ni

6. i knw he tak suka i tak suka cats. phm? mcm ni. i dnt like cats. n he loves cat. kt rumah dia ada sekoq kucing gebu ni. nma chot. dia lah bg mkn mndi suma. but everytime i go his hse, i akn kunci kucing tuh dlm toilet or luaq rumah. jahat kn? coz i dnt like cat! takot ok. kuku kucing tajam. pastu nnt he ska agkt chot tuh ltak atas i la. sondoi2 i la. i hate it! i tak biasa lah dgn kucing. klaw chot cakaq i mcm mna? hahha mengada btoi i ni

7. i know n understand he hates when i get emotional. dia x reti pujuk i sgt. well he is not sweet talker. dia pujuk sket2 pastu klaw i stil tak ok, i plak kna mrh. hahha apa laa. but actly i jarang merajok. relax sudaaaa. but once i terasa hati (amboi ayat), mmg i boley ignore him up to 3weeks. try me =)

8. i get into troubles. if anything happen to me mcm demam ka. hilang barang ka. he will worry so much! mst keep on asking about it like sooooo many times! "syg u ok tak? i pii kt u skg k" n i was like, "tak pyh nk ngada! im oke laaa. ish laen kali xmaw habaq apa2 dh!" he cnt see me in trouble coz he promise me susah senang sama2. aiseyhhh sweet loh pulokkk. not to forget when i when fight/argue with anyone, he will always b on my side wether im right or wrong. even if i gado with his friend, he will always b on my side. like come on man. he knows how to evaluate whose wrong whose right. so when im in deep shit, he will always support me n b on my side. coz he hate to see someone mess up with his baby

9. he hates me so much when i dont keep my promises n when i lied to him. bila kantoi suma ni mmg dia mengamok sakan. mula lah tgn tuh ringan ja nk blg itu ini n suara plg garang kt dunia ni berkumandang. aku apa lgi. buat2 ngs lah n meraih simpati. buat muka plg kesian kt dunia nih. hahha well imma very gud drama queen when it comes to gadoh2 with him. but 1 thing i really respect him when gadoh time is he never beat/slap me. mrh mcm mna skali pown he stil cn cntrol himself from pukul me. thank godddd. tp nnt kn bla dh kawen(insyaAllah) mmg kt rumah kna pkai pinggan polystyrene. baling pii lah mcm mna pown tak rugi. hheeheh

10. he hates when i tell him tht i wanna pierce here n there. those piercing kt telinga ni pown i did it when i form 2 n form 3 b4 im with him. n he x bg tmbh dh.. damn i love piercing! i adore those who pierce everywhere. rugged aaaa! i nk pierce kening. like fergie did last tym. smart aaa dgn kening tajam! aiyo melt lah tgk! sexayyy! penah tym gadoh skali tuh.. gadoh terok. im in sunway tym tuh. pastu i sja bg dia rsaw ckp dh pierce hdung. then dia mrh, "u berani peirce, i cabot truih kt hdung u or i x mengaku u gf i dh." pergghh smp mcm tuh skali. aku dh pilih diamond dh tym tuh. trus x jd pierce dh kna ugut mcm tuh. idk why dia anti sgt if i wanna pierce a lot. org laen dia tak ksah tp kt i dia xnk. hmm. hari tuh i psg blg all my earing(bli baru) then dia bsing ckp pahal psg blk. i mcm hello? i bukak hari tuh psal i nk tukaq. bkn nya x nk pkai dh. ppfffttt.

look at the snake bites and ear piercing! so cooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool aite? hehhe

see im so honest here. i didnt scared to tell every1 about it. this is wht i feel. this i wht i think. tp tak taw lah btoi ka dak. ehhe. but however, as long as he accept the gud n the bad of me, thts more than enuf. coz i love him so much. im so faithful even i trouble him a lot.i taw n phm apa yg u mrh n halang tak bg buat tu suma adalah utk kebaikan i. i respect cara u care of me. mmg u jga sgguh2. i appriciate tht. thnx a lot dear. *even sometimes u over do it hehehehe

I am not a perfect lover.I simply say what’s on my mind. I start fights. I get jealous and sometimes I don’t want to understand things to avoid pain. and sometimes i lie. I am demanding. I am childish. I am moody. I curse a lot. I dont keep promise. I am stubborn. But there are one thing that I love about me and very sure of it. I am faithful.

the end!

wish come true =)

mula2 nk bgtaw kt semua, IM BACK HOME! yay2 seronok blk butterworth! home sweet home bebey!