am i changing rite nw?

hahha. jgn terkejot yea... korang mst fikir i br masok matric 4 2months mst kna brain wash ngn mna2 ustaz ustzah.... or dh dpt hdayah pkai tdung kn? actly bkn lah... ni just pkai slendang tym agama class... actly ustazah i x suroh pown... tp i jz nk hormat class agama but tht doesnt mean i didnt respect other class..... cuma kn tym agama da bc ayat2 Quran suma.... xkn nk free hair jugak kot... coz nk dressing pown kna ikot tmpt... kalaw p kuliah xkn nk pkai hot pant? p beach pkai bju kurung? hahhahah.. i know my face tym freehair ka pkai tdung ka.. both stil ugly... coz im not the pretty type.... from hate to toe sgt unperfect.... but i stil grateful ada jugak org2 yg syg kt me kot... n aku x cacat... amin~



nie plak gmbaq tym we all(me n my new friends) tym pgi library.... we r so close until org igt kami bff dr kecik... hahha... tu best dpt org yg sekepala kn.... me, adiba n zaleha take diff courses..... diba bdak account... zaleha sains fizikal.. me sanis hayat.... tp kami boleyh dok study skali n having fun togeher..... besides them, my classmates suma best2... they r cool n understandg... even i sorg freehair dlm tutorial class....... dlm class tuh ada 25ppl jea.... laki bpa kerat jea... so i knw my bf lega sket lah bla laki skit.... as if i nk flirt wit them.... suma nmpk cm adek2 i jea.... owh yea the best part is 1 day tym i dok cr lecturer kt cubicle, got ths gurl myb dia xpnh nmpk i, bg slam kt i ckp "assalamualaikum puan..." i mcm senyum jea... hahhahaha.. igt i lecturer ka? adoi.... even org kta i dressing mengalahkn lecturer but hey.. im not lecturer.... even i look so matured! i student oke..... hahaha... thts really funny! i crita kt my friends diorg glak2 pecah perot..... kurang asam the all.. ahhahah...

okayh yg ni plak tym amali biology.... dpt ckgu muda oke.... x kawen lg... a pretty lady weeeeet2..... hehhe... strict but nice one.... tgk tuh dlm lab pown aku camhoring.... mmg dasar anis.... hehhe... tym ni tgh tgk plant cell; sclerenchyma n parenchyma.... cell tu color pink purple lah kt dlm microscope 40x....... cantek gla tp kalaw tgk wit naked eye mmg xnmpak apa lah kn....

yg ni plak tym titration (neutralisation) during chemitry amali..... wat titration..... dlm rule laboratory kimia, ada tulis xley pkai cntct lens tym handle experiment.... so to be safe i pkai jea la spec old school i neyh... wah saket tgn lah wat experiment nie.... apparatus pnjg2 then kna jengket (dh i pendek!)...

okayh.... tym ni mmg best glaa n enjoy nk mampos....... i teman diba n leha p karaoke contest 4 wakil matric at banquette... they really had superb voice.... yg len cm ask me x masok ka? i was like woh! kang tsunami satu martic ney... hehhe... canot lah.. i ska nyanyi dlm toilet jea... not 4 public.... huduh sgt my voice.... hahhahah... pengakuan brani mati ney....

about 30ppl masok..... diorg yg ke 6 7..... so b4 n afta tht mmg mcm2 jnis suara ada... lawak gla lah.... mcm2 style! i gelak2 jea lahhhh....... layannnn~

ths 1 plak tym ktorang maen basketball n cycling..... sukaa hati mak pak kami jea maen suma tuh...x pduli org lgsg okayh..... n we also do aerobics ala2 clubing.. agak2 mcm mna erk? ntah lah... i never went to club but i guess i knw how they dance.... hahha..... sometimes i p gym bla member2 mntak tlg ajar them how to work out... cisssssssss... nyesal i bgtaw them my bf is gym trainer....

everday we had lunch together at cafe at 1pm n dinner at 830pm... mst wajib jmpa 4 gossipssss all tht.... really enjoy my life here even i do mish every1 in penang eps my family... him n freinds! xpa i mai sni nk blajaq so kna sabaq lah..... 1year jea kn.... xlma pown... thts y i xmaw wat diploma..............lma kot 3thn! apa2 wish me all the best kayh.... nk dpt 4flat! insyaAllah~

a WeEk in MatriC

11 may 2009- p matirk chaglun... kedah matriculation college was situated overthere..sejam lbeyh la dr rumah.. kra oke la kalaw nk blk every week.. hahha. register suma2 n dpt room 29 level 2 block b2... agk jaoh dr dwn kuliah n masjid but very near to cafe! yes2! hehhe. ey not bad la this cerok.. even xdak mall suma, but its a nice place.

11 may-15 may 2009: orientasi motivasi suma2 lah.... mentor mentee best.. lecturer sporting.. fasi anoying! others ok kot..

17 may-19 may-lecture,tuturial n amali starts.... yeah i got sains hayat...thnk god dpa xbg me fizik... canot go lah... then i pown pgi class wit bju kurung..hehhe.. wajib 4 gurls oke.. but can wear kebaya,punjabi n all the tradisional cloth... ya la nk p blajaq kna la sopan2 ma... hehhe...best thing bout lecture hall, kalaw dtg lmbt sket, mst dok blakang2... coz at 1 tym, 250ppl will be in da lecture hall...tp kn..mkn kt sni xsdap.. i tot they will cook pure msakan kmpg, tp xpown.. xsdap then mahal plak tuh... adoi. n wht i hate about ths college is when i go anywhere suma student reading n revise as there's gonna b exam the next day.. durrrhh... skema gla suma org... pdahal class br 3days start, suma mcm dh pulon gla kot.. me? bley lah skit2.. xdak la 24-7 bc buku.. jam la otak i kalaw cm tuh
meet new friends especially geng free hair mcm aku.. xrmai sgt tp better least than none! hehhe.. thnk god so far xdak sapa tegur my hair yg highlight ni psal actly rules say canot... but seems like nobody gv a fuck kn.. so everybody like buat hal sndri since praturan x la ketat sgt...xmcm wat i pk tym b4 dtg sni dlu... sumpah matrik nie best even jz a week im here...

this is adiba... jz call her diba. from gombak, skolah mrsm dlu...

n this is sophie.. from gurl school seri aman.... very cute this gurl.. my dormate!

oke ths is zaleha.. nma glamour zal.. from kl also.... this gurl kuat melatah n sgt funny.

okayh thts all for nw i guess.... yg len2 tuh x smpat nk camhore... nnt yea.. so my wish is i want to study betol2 kt sni... xnk maen2 dh mcm form4 form5 dlu yg x mcm student life lgsg...u guys suma pray 4 me also ok.. thnx! btw jgn tya my ambition! xpnh tetap pown.. keep on changing! hahahaha!

SaturDAY+SunDAY suPriSe.. *kinda*

actly xda suprise lah sgt... cuma nk crita detik2 terakhir me n my bf went out bf (faiz) i go matrix on the last two day b4 i went to matrix.... so klaw xnk taw xpyh la bc... or tgk2 gmbq ckup lah kn... xpksa pown oke... i cuma syiok sndri ja ney.. hahhha..

p/s: my blog dh bley comment.. hr tuh ada mslh technical sket. sorry ya!

ok lets start with i bgn at 2pm on saturday.... yea... lmbt mcm biasa.... then i went to Queensbay Mall... biggest mall in penang i guesss... so my bf take me lunch there at TGIfriday... he suroh i mkn puas2 b4 i masok cerok changlun.. thnx dear.... u soooo understndg.. so apa lg i pown melantak la puas2... my appertizer are clam chowdry n my entrees chicken cheesy pasta....adeih x igt nma oke.. so 4 the steak.... seems i am lamb lover, so i ate grilled lamb with two side dishes which is potatoes n vege.... sumpah mkn x hbs psal makanan dia cm solid gla oke... faiz mkn western bacon sumthg ka rib eye ntah....with both sideline of brocoli....yummy! we spend about 2hours kot kt TGI... smp jd ulaq sawa..

then last skali mkn dessert of strawberry n dessert...

so afta tht, since my gaji dh masok.. hehhe.. sakan lah aku. aik x sakan sgt lah... i dh berzam nk smpn duet.. sumpah x tipu oke. hehhe..we went 4 shopping sket... i bought a few pices of cloth to me.my siblings as well.... tgk tuh baek punya kakak.... siap bli kt adek2 lg.. hahha... yala dh dpt gaji kna la share2.. mna leyh kedee kn... xberkat nnt... aceyh~

kebetulan tym tgh jln2 i terjumpak ndia's family.... tp minah tuh x ikot psal family dia ckp dr hosp... so aku rs thts y ndia x ikot kot... cuba kalaw dia taw family dia nk shopg kt QB... mst laju ja ikot..hehhe.. pndai2 jea aku wat prediction.... jgn mrh ea... aku men2 jea... peace!

b4 7pm we pown chow from QB coz my bf keja koi 8pm... b4 tht we rush to MEGAFORTUNE, a place tht he trade in his superbike.... he jz want to check whether they got start painting the bike or not...but unfortunately the shop close on saturday... so both of us cm its ok tomoro kta mai lg...

so b4 8pm i arrived home then mandi2 trus tdoq.. pnat melantak n jln i guess..... b4 tht i sempat melantak laksa mak aku wat.. the best laksa in penang oke! lps ni mst xdpt mkn laksa mcm mom buat slalu kn.... huhuhuhu... eleyh mcm aku dok london ka pa..... kt chglun every week bley blk... kalaw aku larat lah... hehehe....

so sesmpainya kt rumah i pown p TESCO ngn my dad p bli brg keperluan utk di bw ke matrix such as shampoo. gel bath. maggi(wajib kot kalaw dok hostel) n many more... ni pown aku sdey gak psal duet byk hbs kt sni.... tp xpa dmi mengharungi hdop di chnglun nnt. aceyh~

so here comes sunday............. i JUSCO perda plak today... me n him p mkn kt nandos... my fav lime n herbs 4 sure... ths few days are my loading day.. mkn ja keja... then bli big apple donut 4 12dozen.... hmmmmmmmmm.........

sesmp di rumah dlm koi 8pm, ndia n sheera amek me... we kuaq p JUSCO again coz ndia nk bli kasot skolah dia... n last day we chill togetha b4 i go matrix... so we had a talk n laugh n so on... gonna miss them 4 sure.... then we all p kocha kopitiam for shisha.. thnx syg 4 da cocktail+mint+bublegum shisha... hehhe..

then tgh mlm tuh my dad buat steak plak.. sumpah sdap dia msk suma.. hehhe thnx dad... so the saddest thng tht nite when i packed all my stuff.. sdey gla nk tggal rumah... smp i coudnt sleep tht nite.........home sweet home kn.

saD day

p/s: my blog dh bley comment... sorry hr tuh ada mslah technical kot... n bnda nie dh lpas lma but nw br ada tym nk update! thnx 4 read... mood=sdey 4 sure lah...

-sdey gla oke. p settle matrix.... p bayaq fees kt BSN.. buka account kt BANK RAKYAT... adoi lma gla tgu.. cm rmai org plak settlingh their stuff... tggal bpa hari jea i'll be there.. the reason i masok matrik is ada 2smester ja... so kjap ja lah aku blajaq then smbung degree.... but i canot maen2 anymore... must blaja rjn2 oke...however im so sad nk p dok jaoh2 from family n him...hari semakin suntuk. tdakkkkkkkkkk~

-then my syg p trade in superbike dia to a new kawasaki Z sumthng... afta 3weeks he will get the new 1.... im so fuckg sdeyh oke... i should be happy aite coz aku pown ley merasa tht new s'bike kn... but so much moment la related to tht old s'bike.... such as the 1st day he ngorat me *aceyh... ya la he turn up with his s'bike... (pndai ye nk umpan aku) unfortunately i fell in love with tht s'bike... not him? both la oke! i was shy2 tht tym n like askg a few stupid question tht i shouldnt ask such as "lawa s'bike... bli kt mna?" bodo nya aku... kalaw dia bgtaw kt kdai mto mna pown bkn nya aku taw! hahha.... n afta a few months i dgn dia br la i brani naek moto tuh.. bkn takot pa tp segan.... tp bla segan tuh dh hilang... aku plak yg asyk nk menonggek kt blakang tuh... gedebush! gedik nya aku ney........

tht blue superbike tht im gonna mish so much!

-afta spend about 1hour kt kdai mto tuh, we went to jusco... i hv to buy new black shoes for my matrik again... almaklumlah kna pkai kasot tutop2 kn.... me n him bertengkar lah dkat jusco tuh psal dia suroh i bli flat shoes but i want wedges... n he teasing me suroh pkai kasot bata... wtf? bdak skolah pown xnk pkai bata! so lastly he gave up coz normally wht i want i will get! hehhe... psal dia slalu mengalah bla aku buat mnja gedik kn.... i knw ur kelemahan sygg.... hehhe. owh ya b4 tht we p mkn.... nasi tomato mak sheera... gain energy then br jln2..



-wht else? ta igt dh! however it is, it is my sad day!

mEet uP wit sMArt Student DOB

since i was in the train (otw blk penang lah) lg shikin sms me tht tomoro they all will going out... x sure but ada plan nk tgk movie at JUSCO perda..... so i mcm oke2 im in but anythng cnfirm wit me later.... bab2 nk ajk p menggedik aku on jea.... jalannnnnn~ suka nya kuaq rumah coz bosan lah kt rumah... lgpown i can spend time wit him smbl jln2.. hehhe gedik.

i arrived penang at 8pm cm tuh.... so smbg2 jap dgn my mom.... b4 tht kna jerit jap psal hr tuh dh pass byk brg kt my dad bt stil ada lg... la dh aku spend tgh hari b4 blk png tuh... last spend ma... lps ni i dok cerok xdak mall dh (dnt say aku lyn pdg besar dh la lps ni) n i sgt geram rsa cm nk blg2 got this little cute boy my mom babysit dia...... comel gla oke! dh la gemok...... aku gigit jugak bdak ini... hehhe... suka hati nk gigt n baling anak org.... xpsal kang aku gak kna sue....

mataku mula trasa berat dan bdn ku se olah2 hlang tenaga (aceyh~ ayat canot go) it means i dh ngntok lah.........jaoh perjalanan oke. so i pown masok dlm blik stelah selesai punggah n keep all my stuff (baju kotor suma tgal kt umah nenek.. hehhe mlas nk angkot) i pown tdoq lah dgn nyenyak..............at 230pm like tht i pown terjga psal my hp dok bunyi2... omg im late! jnji koi 1pm nk tgk wyg but then dh 230pm, nk mndi nk siap lg.......... "dear ur friend suma dh da kt jusco, cpt la u nk p x? siap cpt" thnx syg 4 remind me! (11mc 4msg tp sumpah aku xsdar oke)klaw u x cl me, smp mlm lah i tdoq.......

so sepantas kilat i p mndi n pkai bj yg xpyh iron coz mmg dh x smpat lah...... make up apa pown dak.... muka gla serrrrrrrr lah... hahha. n my syg dtg wit bike psal im in hurry n bley pecut laju cilok sna sni.... hehhe. say no to rempit oke. so smp jusco dlm 330pm..... diorg pown dh hbs movie yg aku pnat pown x hbs lg....... hehhe.. so sempat la meet smart2 student DOB nie... smbg jap then tgkap2 gmbq n they all pown chow....... so tgal me faiz n my lil sis mkn2 kt black canyon.... dh lma x lunch dgn sygg.... hehhe. lps jln2 they blk.... thts all!

LePAking wit EnY syggg....

hehhe. i dh blk kl lma tp br nk update blog nie... okayh..... i end my work on 27th april which is on monday..... i pown mndi cpt2 afta keja then sarong black levi's skinny jean n EDC ESPIRIT shirt n long FOREVER21 sweater(kinda).....afta tht i go lepak2 at starbuck smbl on9 (kna bw laptop p sna psai tmnet at grandma hse sumthg wrong) rrmai jgak lah org dok on9 kt starbuck... i dh 4days kot x on9.... so agk sangap lah.. hehhe... i was waiting 4 1 of my hot friend.... she used to b my senior kt soksek dlu... shes pretty n i admired her body... pndai gla oke minah neyh. so tgu2 then she arrived with her bf... diorg br hbs exam paper bio kalaw xslap... yeah smart couple.... her bf blanja us starbuck coffe... ya lah dh lpak starbuck tak kan minum coffee bean kot. so while chating2 n on9, we came out wit a lot of funny talks n gossip.. besalah gurls ok!


then dlm dkat koi 8pm like tht my grandma cl... besalah pgl blk.... coz she rsaw i kuaq mlm.... normally my cousin wil company me.... so i cm bodek2 lah kta blk lmbt sket jmp old friend kt pymrd jap... then my grandma cm oke lah.... so afta smbg2 we go jln2... i bring her to ASIAN AVENUE which a lot of fashionable unbrand cloth but seriously lawa nk mampos.... a lot of chinese chicks here... ya lah baju sexy2 go for chinese normally.... n kami smpat posing!


she bought blous but me zero. i xpsend lgsg today! trust me.. imma gud gurl today. hahha. siyes la aku x bli apa2... saving lah konon... omg my hp batt cm nk hbs... so i ajk diorg teman me blk jap amek camera... my grandma ok jea smbg2 ngn diorg... dan minum fresh orange dlm kotak (bkn aku bncuh, cuma tuang dlm glass ja oke) then we go lpak area sunway while camhoring...... mmg mcm pose la km wat... n mrata tmpt sumore.. gedik hbs kot mlm tuh.......

then around 10pm i pown blk.. gv hug kisses while wishing each other all the best.... wat a gedik day.. hehhe.... so the next day i pown blk penang........ gonna mish u so much nenek! xdak org nk wat semak kt rumah nenek dh n xdak org bgn plg lmbt dh lps nie.. thnx 4 everythng nenek... kakak doa nenek sihat cpat! muahx~